No doubt that life throws you a curve ball every now and then, for me recently it's been more like me locked in a batting cage with my feet cemented down in the batter's box and not wearing a helmet. When you make or are forced into a big change, big emotions come with it and I just now reached that point where the fog has lifted from my brain and I am thinking as reasonably and clearly as I am capable of.
When I was learning to play pool I would get so frustrated when I would really start to think I was improving but then I would start playing really bad, I didn't understand. Everyone would tell me that you have to play through it and when you come out of the slump you will play better than you did before you went in. Sure enough that was true, I guess sometimes your brain and your body need time to digest all the information being thrown at it and it takes some time to put what you've learned into action.
I think I am at the stage of putting what I've started to learn into action and while I am nervous about all the change I am even more excited to see the outcome!